Monday, June 6, 2011

Here we go again...

  • our neighbor is back at his house---we heard his car alarm honk this morning, just before 3am, and gary looked out the kitchen window---came back to bed and gave a big sigh
  • jeff had been away from the house since thursday night, so we'd had a nice respite from his odd behavior
  • break's over, i guess
  • left for the grocery store mid-afternoon and he was busily spraying round-up weed killer all around his yard--he has a thing for spraying stuff outside
  • i spoke to him as i got in my truck and he said hi in a normal way, but his eyes look spooky---there's no expression in them, and with him having crisp, light blue eyes---well, the result is a bit unusual
  • mental illness is wicked, just wicked
  • i feel on tenterhooks
  • but thankful for food in the house, and will make a cake tomorrow morning before the heat really sets in--trying to re-focus my focus, you know
  • gary has a bit of work in the shop, and for that we're grateful
  • life is a bit tight-feeling, but do-able
  • the heat index is only 104F. right now---actually feels cooler than yesterday (smirk)
  • going to try to attend to just what's in front of me, and that means i have to vacuum and dust like mad tomorrow (probably a poor choice of words considering, though, don't you think?!!)
  • take care and do something fun---stay cool for me :)