I've been looking for a phrase or sentence that sums up what life has been like for me, especially the past few months. Read a few words this morning in an online article and "shocks the conscience" jumped out at me. Exactly. Information coming at me that my wee brain couldn't handle, shocking my sensibilities and sending me spinning.
But I think I'm stronger for it. Not happier, but yes, stronger. More empathetic with folks, those who are caught dealing with the fall-out. Maybe even more hard-hitting at sinful behavior. Not more tolerant, being that I don't believe tolerance is helpful when evil behavior is so blatant. The world would have Christians turn the other cheek to the point of actually leaving the room. I believe we're to be present in this world, just not a part of it. Harder than first imagined. The dark side would wish us to embrace their influences. Not interested.
And have noticed when I strike out at evil, they strike back. It's not funny, and oh so necessary to stay built up in the Lord. To put on His armor, to pray a hedge around my family and home. I'm not kidding. Seeking whom they may devour.....nope, not my house.
"As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord."~Joshua 24:15
"As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord."~Joshua 24:15
Praying His will be done, as Father Tim prays in Mitford. The prayer that never fails.
A blessing on my husband's shop, that He will show favor. On this week that there's peace in the midst of the busyness. For fair weather. Safe travels for all involved in this wedding. Tender mercies as the Prayer Book says. And moments of clarity of purpose, and rest. Much rest. Everything is easier to manage with that.
