Monday, March 31, 2014

Monday afternoon

Having an at-home day.

Windows up, house cleaning in full sway.  Just getting a feel for being at home after our trip last week.  Gets me off my kilter, but all is well.  I've not been out of town in 15 years.  Yep, you heard right.  All the older kids and Gary have been somewhere in that space of time, but that car accident we had that caused my miscarriage sort of messed me up mentally.  I tend to stay close to home.

Still, for my kids, I'll do just about anything, including quitting my long distance traveling fast.

Deep breaths.  Trying to keep my focus, but I feel a bit addled having to keep my mom's needs tucked in my head alongside ours.  Very difficult.  And startling to have certain health issues (more than one and I won't get into them) caused by/irritated by stress.  But getting a handle on it.  Awareness is part of the battle.

Have a good day.  And it is good.