Listening to Natalie Grant's 'Alive' and it so gets to me....second son had me listen to it last night and it's ripping through my heart with what's on my mind. There's a prayer concern regarding Gary's overnight work with FE. He's just exhausted with it, and the meager pay involved isn't reward enough to balance the sacrifice. But if he quits, we lose that bit of money which is fine for groceries, but not for much else. My faith is an issue here. I so like a sure thing, but what's that? Comfort is so elusive, and alluring at the same time.
At writer Traci DePree's Twitter site she said this, "Do Christians have the right to monetize the death of Christ? Heaven forbid. He'll care for our needs so stop fretting about your pay." Not that she was talking about what I'm talking about, but I SO often lack the faith to believe for the hard stuff. I squirm. Her last sentence hits it right on.
Got to remember as well that the evil one probably has his knickers in a twist in regards to my wonderful journey in the Anglican church. Mustn't wallow in frustration and despair, but look up. Always up.