Tuesday, February 12, 2013

A mental slowdown

I'm so tired, I can hardly move.  Began re-reading Gail Godwin's book called Evenings at Five and so enjoying it.  Will finish it this evening in bed.  A quiet book.  Sad, but sweet at the same time.

Think if one more thing happens, I'll just fall over.  Life has been so over-full, and one more thing just keeps happening.  As soon as a day quiets down or settles into a groove, one of the kids requires me to do a task.  Even tomorrow, I'm thinking about going to Ash Wednesday services at noon, but 4th son just reminded me of 5th son's responsibility to check on a neighbor's dog at about the same time.  That son is sick, so I'll have to do it. See, not a big deal, but that 'one more thing' thing.

I want to listen to restful music and stay in the bed.  To make a delicious soup for dinner tomorrow and read.  To not be asked to do more than I feel I can get my head around.  There really does come a time when enough is truly enough and our powers to do more have reached a stopping point.  I think I've reached that point.  Must send out a memo.

Even here lately, I've gotten into an odd place where I begin to tell someone something on my mind, and get so sidetracked with working up to my story, that I forget what I was meaning to say.  It's happening all the time---sort of funny, but at the same time, makes me roll my eyes.

Time for a re-boot of my system, I guess.